SS today was screwed up.
nvm about that.
after that went to bum's house.
had fun.
drank whole carton of apple juice.
1litre
not kidding
whoa.
lol
did a bad thing yst
and regretted it.
hopee its okay now.
okay bye

okay.
finally started on art.
phew.
im seriously doing on trumpet.
save time.
cause i brought instrument home.
heheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
not funny.
._.''
I FINALLY STARTED.
okey stupid.
im like worried for SS.
shall continue to worry later la.
tch.
had chinese oral yst.
*FAINTS.
gaoyi scolded me .
wthwthwth.
and yst and today she wore the same thing.
how cool is that.
*faint
then after that went art room for a while.
left artroom , so han and sean at canteen.
so we go eat and khoirul.
and wenjun.
khoirul nearly got knocked down by this stupid car.
then he like wth .
then the uncle not happy come down scold him.
lol. then khoirull ignore him, walk away.
just aa few metres oni.
then the dumbuncle went back to the car,
drive that few metres , stopped, got down again and continue scolding.
arse hole.
lalaalla
went to eat.
khoirul snatched my phone, sms viknesh.
LMAO.
and now he's really scared.
crap.
btw, im misssing band.
damn it.
i want grey contacts.
hahahhaa.
june hols me han XH and khoirul having same ones.
yay.
-.-
k bye

wasted a whole day today on thinking of prep work.
and im still stuck at it.
trust me, in three weeks , im gonna flunk it.
im scaredddd...
MOMMY help me.
how to manipulate?!
urgh.
im pissed off.
nvm, that aside.
had fun fun fun yst evening.
afternoon was wasted .
tchhh.
in evening went to god bro's house.
damn nice.
lol.
brought abi along.
cause she was, bored.
pain in the bottom.
got drunk.
after drinking a carton of milk for dinner,
ate a few fruitips and the entire box of globstoppers.
FAINT*
i noe i noe.
hahaahhaaaaaaaaaa
not funneh.
i got lost in the basement too.
hell.
didnt noe wad i was doing.
its a really good place to emo.
not kidding.
teeheee.
oh yah, mom and sis called yst.
guess wad? they went hiking.
mom went hiking? yeah right.
she hiked halfway through and went back to the hotel to sleep.
-.-
sis carried on looorrr.
tch.
tml tml's her 134 m bungee jump.
hope she comes back in a piece though.

LOL.
faints*
no more scars.
promise.
i guess soo...
had MT paper .
dead.
compo was okay...
cause the model ans that chinese teacher gave,
i asked sis , no i begged her to go through wif me
like tell me wad every word means cause i didnt noe how to read a single thing.
so she went through wif me until 3 plus
thank god its worth it.
can imagine the pain she went through.
both of us nearly died.
WHOA.
paper 2 i died halfway i guess.
compre. lawd
hope i dont get single digit.
D:
mdm geetha came to invigilate today.
so stress then she still come tok to me half way and smacked my hand cause she saw IT.
anyway had oral presentation yst.
face to face wif eng teacher.
i found out im scopophobic.
so awkward manNZZNZNXNXSXNSNXNS
nvm.
i cant wait for exams to end, damn it.
it stretches to a month.
i miss going out and having fun
and having to wait for dad and mom tobring me and oli out is such a bore.
washed instument on wed.
BORING.
at least its clean now.
phew
i wet my tie and my whole shirt.
stupid water.
0.O
after sch just now, went to bum's house wif poop.
had fun .
we were supposed to study.
forget it la. hah
i want freedoommmmmmmmmmmmm
anyway, sorry chleo...
had napfa, i forgot when.
screwed up.
didnt feel like taking uh.
stupid napfa.
chleo did smth bad and i was pissed off.
not anymore :]

i feel bad.....

like..

HEY ! dad bought me kinder joy!

and GUESS WAD,

i exploded his bottle of wine.

oh lawd, im so sorry.

he asked me to chill it last night.

so put in freezer, fast fast wad.

then i asked him if i could go out, he said no.

i was pissed, so i went to my room and fell asleep.

when i woke up, he gave me kinder joy and said sorry.

5 mins later, he screamed at me again cause the bottle froze like crap.

oh lawd.

i feel bad!

and i got a fish toy in the kinderjoy.

stupid.

3rd time alr.

@#$@#$%

curse you fish.

anyway, there's still band this wed.

yay! were washing instruments,

finally.

btw, i got a dent in the trumpet.

i hate it.

@#$@#$%^&

42% alchohol.
yeahhh...
we got drunk just by licking the presence of it.
teeheeahhaaa




i was quite down for the past few days.
tok bout happy stuff first.
had band today.
last day for sec 4s .
no one cried.
heyyy...
haha.
after performing, went out wif angeline kelvin and oliviaaa.
i did a bad thing.
and im sorry about it
wadeva.
okay.
went to angeline's house first, saw denise then she tagged along.
on the way to town, screamed alotalot.
we went crazy.
and guess wad?
i have new parents.
angeline's my mom (still)
kelvin's my dad. (O__O)
denise is my, uhhh aunt?
lol.
olivia became my twin.
and we were saying that i was stuck in angeline for 4 mnths.
hell.
anyway, continued screaming.
then kelvin sang a cow song to us.
like wth?
went to eat.
had fun.
kelvin seduced this waiter guy.
wierd.
went home.
kinda quieter than previously.
homed.
------
yst, was a short day.
haha.
went to sch late cause previous night had this musical thingy.
gay-ness.
went home at 12 plus.
slept at 3.
woke up at 8 plus plus
stupid wenjun don wan wake up.
lol.
in the end, met sean and him at mac.
they ate.
like omg we were friggin late.
lol.
went to sch.
sean waited for a while more.
omgggg..
we were friggin scared man.
turns out, nth happened.
thank gawd.
and it was 11am mind you.
might as well don go sch right?
lol
.
..
...
....
....
......
anyway, i kinda regret it uh.
made a promise to brandon and hannan never ever to do it again.
i guess i wont.
i was kinda scary,ppl's reactions upon looking at it.
i feel bad.

okay,
partly gotten over the sadness of it.
im okay!
im no longer depressed.
cause wenjun and hannan and brandon and junie etc.
the best was hannan,
just now.
we went to pack our stuff after band.
then he made me scream at the birds at the field until they flew away.
it felt great man.
and wenjun, he's a pedophile.
._.
no , seriously.
haha.
anyway, i felt like an idiot yst.
had band.
went to psr.
mr hoe came in, i saw his face, i cry like hell.
stupid me.
imdumb.
then mr tan came in, he started talking about hs rice again.
say donno we made the rice burnt then must throw away and cook new wan for sec 1 and 2 then they eat alr damn ful.
?!
toot la.
okay bye
played some stupid songs.
suck la.

i cant accept that fact.
over confidence was the word.
i cried not because i was sad.
i was just angry with myself.
i never thought bronze was possible .
and we're a silver band, hoping for gold.
even though i noe i cant reach gold , at least a silver.
when we got on stage, i had that thinking that there was a possibilty that we could get a high silver, or at least a gold.
FAT HOPE.
i didnt realise until i saw mr hoe's expression.
all the hardwork had gone down to the drain.
i still don believe.
I've let mr hoe down.
I've let trumpet section down.
I've let BVMB down.
I've let Rujing down.
i seriously dont want to go for assembly tml.
i think its goodbye to bvmb

XIYU GETS DRUNK DRINKING MILK. NOT KIDDING

im so dang tired man.
had to stand for entire band prac.
tahan tahan.
yes i know.
haish. wud to do.
tahan 2 more days.
I WILL! but its the result and effort we put in on that day that matters.
im scared.
never mind.
damn tired.
seriously.
slept at 3 yst cause watched movie, at home.
this morning supposed to report at 745.
i woke up at 730, saw the time.
then went back to slp.
urgh. and i was late, of course.
im so gawd damn pissed.
anyway, syafiq, get well soon!
forgot to mention i had golden coloured fringe yst.
accidental luh.
acrylic during art, im so dumb
i didnt noe got gold paint on my hand then i go touch my fringe.
then i realised it was so cool.
only YOU said it looked like cotton crap.
everyone else liked it. including me.
im gonna purposely do it again.
lol
maybe..
band today was crap.
the hall was stuffy, budget fans.
everybody was still tired from yst.
and the stuffiness.
and so, everyone was restless
especially me.
TOOOT.
my eyes like gonna close lor
when jaron and olivia pat my back.
damn comfy.
lol
brandon ditched me for his electric guitar
tcch.
went youth band.
subway wif olivia and the others
ahhh.
i ate a footlong.
WHOA.
lol.
i didnt die.
and i felt happy -.-
went for band
fangrong came.
whooooooo.
lol
viknesh came along.
he told me something really bad.
or good.
i was and am shocked.
ahhhh
i cant believe it la.
noooo...
he's like the best bitcher ever.
he bitch damn alot bout peggy just now.
lol
mr hoe tried my instrument.
sadd.
then, he told me my mouth piece no good.
like wad the hell man.
2 days before syf then come and tell me.
toot.
i old him long ago so hard to play alr he don believe me.
now he noe.
tml getting anew one from him.
hopefully...
i wan i wan!
i want to play the last part of FOTG properly.
thwe ni came for band also.
i love herrrrrrrrrrrrr.
and her butt (not)
im like gonna miss her la when she steps down.
and huimin
and jaron
and junie
bused back home wif fang rong shafarie larissa and thweni
i sat wif fangrong.
the guy in front of us..
he had a mole on his face.
and the mole had 3 long hairs O___o
teeehahah
fangrong luff like crap,
lol
wanted to take picture, but too far , so cant
sad.
i miss huijuan.
i miss chleo.
can only see them on tuesday.
D:

its ditch day.
chleo say i ditched her.
chleo, grey didnt ditch you sorry. D:
poop, huijuan , bum all went for camp.
they ditched me!
nvm..
had band today.
dequan angeline red shirt guy(-.-) vicknesh and fuzzy came.
for the first time ever dequan said we sounded great.
i don believe ._.
anyway... syf. IM SCARED.
can throw away phonebook alr.
we standing up for syf,
ITS WORSE.
mommyyyyyyyyy

SLOB
currently emo-ing by the minute.
just to testmy limit.
hey it rhymes.
okay nvm.
I WAN GO JAPAN.
if its 5 days, forget it.
surprisingly huijuan's parents asked and they said yes!
WOW
yst was april fool day.
nothing unusual.
except for the fact that guys started throwing stink bombs
and abit of fun stuffs.
band was OKAY.
indian guy(forgot his name again)
angeline and red shirt guy(HAHA) came.
toot.
went to basement for a while to see ginger.
i officially forgave him. brat.
tchhh
today was.
i dono what.
another boring day i guess.
lalalaaaa.
i regret not going for sectional.
but i got my mouthpiece :D
okay...
have to bring phone book for band.
thick thick wan. cause im too short.
stop laughing, bitch.
I KILL YOU

oh my lawd.
my sis is a bitch .
she's going for the newzealand 134m bungee jump.
good luck to her.
crazy bitch.
when mom heard about it, she nearly fainted.
LOL