phew.
concert's finally over..
doesnt feel like it tho.
just one shot, less than 45 mins.
all the hardwork gone.
bam.
just like that.
life's unfair, i understand..
but. . .
it just felt wierd.
like i wasnt prepared for it at all.
and plus, the outcome was expected.
solos were crap , seriously
like, there wasnt a point of it at all.
plus, before the concert something i consider major ,occured
i should probably call it an undesirable alternative i guess.
no one wanted it to happen.

and they came.
really really will never ever forget what they said to me.
i wish ...
i dont know why, but was super upset after the concert...
was it wrong of me?
was it?
i really dont noe.
btw, really cant wait for tml.
to see you once again.
last 2 days tgt, before next year probably.
i really dont want this.
dilemma.
shit life. shit.