oh hi blog.
i missed you
hah, shit.
totally forgot about its existance to be true.
just thought of swearing..
then think of here.
well..
shit
SHIT
SSHHIITTTTT
fuck.
i hate you.
and you
and you
and you
and you

I HATE ALL OF YOU.

COUNTDOWN: 2 weeks, 4 days.
hai..
band camp finally over.
it was seemingly fun.
i thought so too, before the camp.
but , nahh.
not really.
overall , camp was okay.
but on the personally side, it was disaster.
wished none of it had happened.
yeah, its over.
no point thinking about it uh.
on wed , a day b4 the camp.
sec 3s gathered and met up at IMM to get stuffs for camp.
was in charge of hall decos.
kinda great, cos panda was in it too.
it was kinda fun luh, then thought that camp would be as fun.
then mdm geetha talked to panda.
kinda ruined the mood uh.
but nvrm.
then went to get stuffs from giant and went back to sch
wif panda yuzheng mdmgeetha and ms tham wif ms tham's car.
then started decorations.
i cut my darn finger, urgh.
pain2.
then finished and went off with panda.
then happy2 alr .
thurs morning went to mac to meet with sec 3s.
was late, and they alr stole the sugar salt mayo pepper and straws and jam
so they went off first.
waited 25 mins for panda.
he ate, then we went to sch.
started to do those games.
then had lunch, then amazing race.
i did the station alone, by myself.
sad ah
at least it finished real fast then i went down.
and unfortunately so, got myself wet.
tchh.
abit abit oni , so nvrm.
then helped to carry benches to canteen.
went up to prepare.
some huffles and puffs.
then done wif last minute preparing of the performance.
went to bathe, real fast.
wore spongebob tee, shorts , fath's geeky specs, isaac's spatula, oli's black tie.
and yeah, that's about it.
panda wore the scream mask.
happyy.
haha
took a few pics.
then had performance.
mom (angeline) , huimei mr hoe and sws peeps came.
wif the seniorss
yuai and jaron gave trumpet peeps each a jar of candies.
(::
then performed.
so embarassing . ugh
played chorale no 3, sound of music and oteyawarkani.
hannan sang.
cool, haha
then when like came down, wanted to go get the bunk key wif panda from xiaohui
she was in the PA room uh.
then walking up, mdm geetha saw.
and yeahh.. dontt wanna tok about it
then went back to hall...
foul mood...
then had fright night.
sorta...
went to AVA room to set up stuff.
and the movie clip shutter.
wif xiaohui jianyu basyar and saiful
then went under the table alone.
only 2 groups came.
managed to scare oni agustine.
too lousy ah.
i only screamed like hell.
then suddenly brandon and yuzheng came in.
say stop the game immediately cos got casualites.
urgh, no fun uh.
then went to bathe, talked for a while wif panda.
then got scolding againnnnn and went back to bunk.
it was 145 am.
totally isolated myself the next day.
urgh, wtf.
camp ended, went wif panda.
not gonna see him for a very long time.
nearly 3 weeks.
i hate this..
bye


i miss you already...

phew.
concert's finally over..
doesnt feel like it tho.
just one shot, less than 45 mins.
all the hardwork gone.
bam.
just like that.
life's unfair, i understand..
but. . .
it just felt wierd.
like i wasnt prepared for it at all.
and plus, the outcome was expected.
solos were crap , seriously
like, there wasnt a point of it at all.
plus, before the concert something i consider major ,occured
i should probably call it an undesirable alternative i guess.
no one wanted it to happen.

and they came.
really really will never ever forget what they said to me.
i wish ...
i dont know why, but was super upset after the concert...
was it wrong of me?
was it?
i really dont noe.
btw, really cant wait for tml.
to see you once again.
last 2 days tgt, before next year probably.
i really dont want this.
dilemma.
shit life. shit.

FAWKKESS.
ohmylawd, fawkes.
haha.
hope it helps for Os.
haish..
btw, concert's coming on sat.
haha , die ah anyway.
olivia's sick after coming back from OSL.
so as backup, might have to drop to second myself.
i dont mind tho.
love 2nd (:
teeeheees.
friday.. friday...
im not thinking about it,
ahhh.
gna go out wif panda tml (:
taaa