Cry me a river .
Where's the bucket?

Y'know, sometimes i just hate myself for being me.

school's been pretty busy.
and yeah, whoops about this blog uh.
WHOOOPS.
one word. hectic.
lotsa stuff happened.
adam khoo workshop , class cheer and stuff...
that workshop was okay.
partly regretful. more or less emotional.
butt hurt from sitting. jaaw tired from munching ( i think)
eyes sore from the lack of sleep .
i dont know what else.
hmm..
for the last day, me and joanne had this ego thing.
of which i wished i didnt have it.
i really wished i could turn back time the moment i got home.
looking at my hand on the ego thing...
man.. i waas really stupid.
too bad uh. what's done is done.
so... xiyu, next time use your gawd damn brain to think before you do anything.
its not an empty shell.
tchh.. why am i writing to myself.
tchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
class cheer was soso.
spent the weekends with the class practicing under some HDB.
which turned out okay.
no conflicts i would say.
ended up getting 3rd,
of which we were fortunate enough to get so.
kinda screwed up and XH got ms tham to have our vid taken.
'' eh, who's the idiot stone there when everyone else jumped ???''
duh, who else.
yours truly.
-.-
i didnt actually realised.
wt
ok. so...
speech day's coming.
like band's kinda screwed.
cos we need to perform thrice.
once for parade.
then go up to hall to play one darn song.
i think im gonna cry, trust me.
D:
then go down to canteen to play.
dont think anyone will give a damn abt us anw.
._o
haiyerrrr.
that's gna be the last day of band for us.
so fasttt.
holiday start alr.
yeah right.
its like the usual time everyday.
and there's an exchange with huayi sec on thurs.
gna miss the egyptian museum trip with art peeps.
sorry joanne ):

hmm... went out with panda today.
it was fun (::
R.I.P stacie.
you're gna be okay,
panda dont sad alr ):::

i love you pandaa

i feel wierd after the workshop.
the guilt , resentment.
whatnot.
finally realised how unreasonable and extremely un-understanding i've been.
throwing tantrums, the attitude.
being quick tempered, hot tempered.
being selfish . being such a bitch at times.
and im sorry. im upset .























xiyu shall be mature.