oh lawd,
help me find solace.


i feel lost.


as well of the aspect of my holiday assignments and revision.
fag.

i dont know where to start on the revisions.
loads of teachers preached about how we should have started from what, during march , beginning of the year?
sis said i should start now, or after june.
easy for her to say, she 's got much livelier brain cells and bigger head than me.
and now i feel like im hogging my butt in the middle of nowhere or space,
not even talking about art.
dead line's like, 23 july?
dont noe abt the others,
but for me, im starting to panick.
my final art's still quite surreal to me.
i mean literally surreal.

want to ask other sis for help.
kinda.
but she's grumpy.
and she got D7 for O level art.
cos she left it alone.
gave up. something.
i dont wanna get 7s in my cert.

oh yeah,
other sis came back yesterday.
kinda missed her.
kindaa.
she was like, homme sweeet hoommmee.
till she saw she her laptop lying somewhere in the midst of the other room
and her bedsheet-less bed which was done by other sis.
she brought back presents too.
she gave dad shirts and mom shirts and sis shirts.
and bought grandpa some stuffs.
we went for lunch after picking her.
supposedly for dad's day.

anw, after we came back in the evening,
i accompanied dad to the other house.
miss it pretty much.
missed neighbour too.
apparently there were bird nests in the aircon filter.
so went back home with dad and went back back to the other house.
dismantled the thing, took out the nests ( gross ) , vaccumed it, changed the board , paint it with anti- fungal paint, nailed it , and mantle it back.
odd.
but i think it was kinda great, to get to go back.
missed the primary school times where i used to go cycling with neighbour or rosalind all the way to chinese garden after going home from school.
the no-need-to-study mood.
think a lil bit of it is still in me.
heh.
stupid bike.

've been listening to oldies again these few days.
nice nice.
beegees and carpenters and russell watson's and U2.
better than fast music now.
headache ah.

okay,
have not touched on either humanities revison nor holiday assignments.
and english too. and 1 physics paper. and abit of art cos IM STUCK.
time to get started i guess.

okay byee