not been feeling quite right lately.

hope these months would just pause and not go on.
no O levels, more time to think ,
more time to get things straightened..
(including my hair . currently looks like a brush now )
more time to hang around
too bad it aint coming true.
a fewmore months .
its really fast.

anw, my art sucks
've got my ideas sorted.
but to many things, i dont noe where to begin.
no , i should i say , i dont know where to end.
this feeling sucks.
the feeling of emptiness.
in everything.
days have not been quite pleasant throught the week.
for me , for you , for pokes , for everyone else.
yeah the time spent that they had 's sort , but still, worth remembering.
its great to have 4 instead of 2 sometimes.
the great feeling of having both the guy and your pal.
and not having to worry bout anyone getting paranoid .
still , two will always be better.
plus , pokes will still be pokes.
the same pokes.
freaking out when she sees assuming insect eggshells.
and gnawing on her rice , asking me to have self-control over nothing ( i guess)
and asking me to stop with my nonsense when she herself started getting on my nerves.
haaa , pokes.

so yeah, gna BEG sis to take me to hillview area to take pics for prep.
or else , BEG her for her camera to come with me.
think its better.
heh.

okay , today had amath rem.
felt enlightened.
haha.
i forgot wad log meant .
or is
or was.
nevermind.
i was just enlightened.

hope i'll do well for Os.
and prolly thank dad for his countless motivations.
telling me to be prepared to join sis.
FYI , she took nursing.
not her results tho.
she really wanted that course.
odd.
she's kinda satisfied with powdering old folk's bums , changing their nappies
and of course her experiences in the op theatre.
how her tummy grumbled when some big guy went to tie his stomach.
she says fats looks like mango pudding.
yum (:

._.

okay bye.