The weather seems rather 'exciting ' today.

maybe its PMS.
hah. hah. hah.

i suddenly feel like crap.
've been deeply pondering.
perhaps the fault lies in me.
to affect you , yes.
but not in a bad way.
why?

The week's been rather draining and demanding.
nothing seems to go right.
yet i have the urge to feel satisfied, with a smile.
for good's sake
okay , i am satisfied. (:
on one of the days , there was the DPA thing.
and that woke me up , to reality.
everyone was trying their to write all they could about their own acheivements and ever-ready to get into the course they want.
everyone , except me.
sat between JX and venus in the lab.
felt very , very wierd.
cos for once , i was called a lightbulb.
anw , jx applied for the dpa.
on his first attempt, he kinda lied abt his achievements cos he thought no prove was needed.
kinda funny

when friends ask me to just try it out, for luck.
my mind was completely blank.
i actually dont know where im heading to.
poly , yeah.
that's all i know.
questioning myself really sucks.
cos i end up cracking my brains out .
kinda decided officially.
to not care about the path im heading for.
which is so different from others.
just gna aim for the best , and start thinking after im done working hard.
of which i have to work on it, obviously.
all talk no action.
hope that's not the case.

art internal deadline's coming too.
im kinda scared.
wasn't band practice today.
cos there's some concert going on.
went to meet panda , umm
and his bro.
they went for their lessons.
went to eat after that
and watch movie with panda.
day and knight.
think it was kinda nice.
but wanted to watch toy story 3 more.
):


my back's been hurting for the past few days.
God bless my soul.
and my kidney.

gonna start swimming again soon.
ima spoil my hair .
poor hair ):
D;
i need some ligaments.

ok, mom says we're going ikea.
meatballs !
reminds me of olivia.
i miss band , her especially.
D:

going out with rosalind tmr.
i miss panda.

ok bye.