the long awaited scare is over.

finally over.

Remember man, as you walk by,
As you are now, so once was I.
As I am now, so shall you be.
Remember this and forget me.

The last few hours were undeniably unforgettable and hurtful sorrows.
Nontheless, the smiles on my face slowly sufficed as the hours went by

Why?

From the eager await to the eager await to get home and hide under those comfy quilts ,
where no one , no one would notice.
As i watched you having fun , the heart grew heavier and eventually sank as the harsh words ladened.
the truth hurts , you'd never understand.
no one would.
looking at those photos really broke my heart.
who was i to blame but myself.
i didnt try.
i didnt bother to try.
it happened at band camp
it happened during speech day
it happenes everytime
will you notice ?
maybe i should stay away, shouldnt wait.


take it as nothing happened , take it as i'll forget this.
take it as though i didnt exist yesterday.

The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you,
yet not so little as to let you live.

my life.


so , prom is over.

no masks for masquerade .
wasted my time doing up that mask.
dont even think anyone saw it.

spending the time smashing mirrors
getting myself stabbed
whatever.
i had fun with huijuan tho.




















job next.





bye