To help, to love.
then , to cherish.

where'd everyone go?

common tests finally over.
big big relief.
yet.
its just the beggining aye?
past few days were hectic cum crazy cum greatt.
just felt like a dream.
we had band yst.
before mr hoe came, there were chaos and confusion.
after mr hoe come,
just chaos .
no confusion.
hai yerr.
thanks to his wild idea, im in deep shit.
i want to be happy and feel happy.
but thinking of it, alr makes me wna cry.
eh wahlaoooo.
panda save me ):
okok
after speech day, you all wont see me alr.
i'll be isolating myself
either.
or dead.
or under the rock
O:
here i go again..
havent posted in 547899268755886566 years.
phewwssshhhtt.
oh btw, passed through the submission of 1st art O lvl prep work.
felt sooooooooooooooooo relieveeddddd
and then i realised smth.
today's the 27th alr.
2nd and 3rd submission, 19th march.
omg.
i dont wan live anyymoreee.
-.-
ok maybe not.
die ah.
tch.
i had a great time today.
i really did (:::::
im not saying it cos i have my reasonss.
hmm. ok no more.
buh byee

我不要哭了.
(stop staring at the screen saying, whoa shit. she wrote chinese . wrong blog uh?, you idiot.)

and im sorry too,

i miss panda...

and, R.I.P milo.
i'll rmb the way you use to stare at me.
always will .

HAPPY VALENTINES TAI WEN JUN.

about CNY, urgh . dont bother.
cleaning up was ...
exhausting i guess.
fatigue.
tchh
my back hurts.
had early dinner just now.
then went to movies with family at JP.
oh lawd, first time i watch chinese movie.
wasnt concentrating at all.
cos it was like... chinese.
until jaychou came out.
i was the first one to burst out laughing..
he's really pathetic in that movie.
like. flying around like monkey .
and and. my family belittled ourselves.
here's what it is.
dad bought a popcorn combo, and nachos.
we were a lil too early .
so sat down first.
3 mins before the movie started,
all of it got wiped out.
clean clean.
haha.
then dad went to buy more again...
salted (::
sis' and mom hated it.
too baddd.
panda called halfway.
uhh..
then sis scold me
say i noisy.
went home and wait for call.
and yeah, here i am.
i hate ppl who claim that they're sarcastic when actually, they do mean it.
*slaps self.
ok... tmr's plans...
columbarium at gram's and junru's.
cant wait.
i miss gramsss
i miss panda too ):
byee

ignore background pleasee

woo!
totally forgot abt blogging again.

havent blogged in 1234567890234567898765432345 days.

whooopsss.

blog oh blog,
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii dont miss you.
tch
okay anyway, sch's kinda screwed.
firstly band sucked for nearly 48 hours before i loved it again.
here's the thing.
mrs tan sent emails to CCA teacher's to eliminate students ( sec 4s ) whose aggregate was above 25 off their cca .
and the best part, we're not included in speech day.
of that which was practically half my class.
mostly from UGs and stuff.
i think they probably havent got the news yet tho.
and obviously it doesnt make sense.
cos speech day is what nearly all CCAs esp UGs and BAND have been waiting for all their sec sch life, not kidding.
its like when you officially step down , be it relieved or sad and emo.

not kicked out just like that.
fuggit.

i think i kinda over-reacted.
well, maybe i didnt.
on the second thought, maybe i did.
not much .
just was sad, went to band store to call xh .
screamed a couple of vulgarities and kicked a chair and broke the drum pad.
of which i didnt see mrhoe's presence.

otherwise, i wont.

hey come on, i alr apologised to the chair the cupboard and the drumpad yst.
anyway that's not the point.
yst was CNY celebrations and band performed.
on wed, when mr tan told us the news, he said this CNY performance would probably be our last for the 5 of us, panda (wenjun) , sharon , xiaohui, shiying and myself.
and he said dont sabo the band blah blah blah blah blah.
which meant that we, were awfully pathetic.
seriously.
your last performance would be going on stage, play a couple of cheena songs , get off.
dang, that's it uh.
*@(#^@&^@#@
that's partly why we were that upset.
poor 'post man' , he calls himself.
bleah.
oh yeah, and mr hoe stood up for us.
he said he'd speak to the principal.
phewsh.
so, i brought my camera and took pics yst .
didnt regret.
hahhh.
until that peggy pic.
O:
):
okay, mr hoe talked to us.
said he really did approach the principal
and yeah hhuhhh, we're allowed to perform
just only attend band on fridays.
its not so bad.
(:
yeah, and it was sorta V day too.
supposed to be tmr right?
after band performance had ''party''
haha, et and viknesh and thwe ni came
had a great time after sch wif panda, for a while ):.
and then went to meet rosalind and abi.
ikea , then queensway.
stone oni...
gah.
nt gna see panda for 123456789101112131415161718191010193283424274 days
ok its longggg.
bye
gna stay at home for CNY.
):

HUIJUAN CHEER UP (: