I FEEL LIKE KICKING YOU IN THE ASS.

>:(


okay
im really really exhausted right now.
school's really out of place for me.
no wait, correction.
in school, im out of place.
yep.
k the school hours seem okay when i look at my timetable on sunday.
and on monday i feel like im gna die.
wed's a break.
and thurs gta go poly marina.
friday, i'll be screwed luh.
somehow time seems to zoom past, like really fast.
yet not awesome.
plus, certain things aint making everything better.
i kinda hate school, and hate life right now.
what ta do.


went to GJ today.
where i belong, i guess.
better than school.
felt so homely there , jeez.
i think it was the couch.
hahaha.
i studied a lil, with some laptop parteh
with junhao and rum.
great peeps hmm.
and ana too.
i studied. i actually studied.
i guess a loner studies better when she's umm, alone.
ok -.-

yeah , had food tasting and a sorta meeting.


hope everything gets better,
sooner or later.
before i perish.

i feel old already.





gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwdddddd.

expect the unexpected.

da da dummmmmmmmmmmm

zaaamm.

k so my dad just got to know about facebook.

im like dude, ur elder bro just added me.

hmm..


so , today was my last day at work.
kinda sad.. but not emotional.
y'know, y'know??
ok no.
i dno wad to say man.

i feel so tired now .
finally i dont have to work
but i miss work.
ahhhhh
i dont want school

ok nw im restless..
BYE

the transparency of u aint always good.

okay so today had school today and i feel so friggin demoralised.
i never knew i had 7 subjects.
okay, its like o level, but not really..
cos at least o lvl you're like hmm, english math chinese(omg)
but now its like smth smth management.. smth smth logistics.
im like reallllyyy wth.
felt really lethargic this morning.
its like 8-5.30pm.


oh geez.
okok so lecturer goes on and on until he stops and says,
i think you most prolly need to get a textbook.
im like, :O)
heehee. fetish.

ok sorry.

ive got no school tmr.
no lessons= no school.
meeting rosalind at KAP's at like 4pm.
so ima sleep like a giant and no one aint waking me.

ok la, no one will be home.



kkkk bye

IM EATING ICECREAM. heeheeheee. im crafteehh. haha . so.. i tagged along when me parents went groccerying. and i hid 2 tubs of icecream under the veges. and yeah, at the cashier my mom was... OOOOO________OOOOOOO (: hmm talking abt ice cream, the icecream from awefully choc was really dense. han was right , for once. hahahaha. ok sorry. its like the first chocolate icecream i wont finish in muh life. dark choc . /: haha ok, sorry for the delay han. imagine if i had a tagboard omg. she'll be spamming it with curses. oh well. hahaha. explain later. today was first day of school. i didnt like it. jeez. ive never had lessons that long in my life . 8-5 supposedly. hmm but 2 hour slots pass so much faster than 2 periods in sec sch. which is equivalent to 1hr 10 mins. haha. i collected my ezlink card. my face like 1 kind, really. so yeah, school school. had marine engineering module. omg. i nvr knew it existed. urgh. ok so there's financial accounting for shipment as well. the others.. idk yet. sooo... on fri, i went out with han! haha, yes. our er-hmm ''clique'' outing as she calls it. funneh. kkkk , so we went shopping omg! shopping! ok i know i know, the words xiyu and shopping totally has no link/affliation/connections whatsoever. but i went shopping ! hahaa coolio, i nvr knew it'd be fun. cos usually if i go with rosa, after 1 hour we will sit down and rot alr. hmm... so we went to orchard. like 1 day after flag day. and flag day i went to orchard ok talking abt flag day. i collected $3.50 not really collect, my own money k. (*(&@*(&#@# yep. oh ya , and me and han went to hans. haha cool. and at hans , han ordered kaya toast . -.- yst jess smsed me. so vulgar. ok not really , just that she's an aunt now. odd. ok randommm, bye.

i loike pie.

sup. stalk here stalk there. hahaha, this is really odd. all han's fault. ok so today was my first day of sch. i hate it alr. dont wanna talk abt it. at least le amanda wasnt so bad . i wasnt under her pits and we ate macdonalds. haha! okay, nvrm. i just have a feeling im gna die in this course. jeezzzzzzzzzzzz

Alright tonight is gna be the last night to enjoy. IM GNA DIE. ): its starting to whack me in the face that school's starting. after like 4-5 months of slacking with no hw or whatsoever and the, ''wahh dis is da lifeee'' is over. ok im not slping tonight , i dont care. ok no wait, ive got work tmr at 8. darn it, this sucks. ok i was just blog hopping and came upon jess's blog. han's fav blog to stalk i bet. hoohoo. anw, i saw she checked her class at SP. im like wwwwhhhhhoaaa. so i texted her and went to check. check for maybe kytkytkytkytkytkyt or smth. dont have eh. then saw some familar name. I.AM.DEAD I SWEAR. ok, so my dad's colleague's daughter is in my class. yeah , like last month my dad told me she was in my course . then im like, whatever la. got 160 scared wad. the world hates me. TT she used to bully me . and like i used to get stepped over , not literally. but childhood stuff. so now that we're older and somehow i havent grew much. cos she's 175 at least. im gna be stepped over, literally. i told jess, omg im gna be a loser in the corner again. jeez. and we were like talking and talking, until she said, yeah thats really depressing. IM DOOMED. anw, we're gna be losers. so hmm if she opens a CCA club called loser club. im so joining that and not band. finally jess, finally we will have the same CCA. after like 10 years. besides chinese dance, lol. i feel like hiding in my cupboard and drawing circles again. urgh. really hope i dont die in poly. OMG. okay , 3 years later i swear im gna come here and read this post again. went to watch BVMB's syf again. hmm, must say im really proud of them ttm. proud that they went all this way and finished syf , and they were proud of it. 2 years past real fast. rmb just exactly how it happened when we were on stage. and i rmb the people i stared at. and how yuai grabbed my hand with that fingernail mark left. and how i cried for the results. damn it. we went to support them yst. when they finished, mr hoe told the seniors this is the first time in so many years that he felt so proud. and to actually think he still rmbs how scared i was. how touching. but oh well, that was to insult me anw. ok then after we watched them and a few other bands. which sounded awesome , but they got a silver. so yeah. then went to bugis with panda. and we went to selegie to see his taylor guitars. i can buy a house if i dont buy that guitar man. haha, ok kidding. can buy like 30-70 bennys. jeez. benny still my best man. hee. k then we went to slack and have dinner. and he went back. i slacked at home the whole day lika boss. i woke up at 1pm. i feel so satisfied . haha. dont think i'll have such a life like this anymore. love it on weekdays esp. haha i'll be on the floor watchin tv till 7 and dad comes home asking if i've even brushed my teeth. got la, i just look like ._. thats why. alright. will blog about new school soon, if im not dead yet. ok bye

IM SO FRIGGIN TIRED. i cant sleep. ok la, i can. 2 days , 4 hours. this is getting real awesome. awfully loathsome. URGH. had work today. and i had to wake up at 5 still tossing at 305am. i think i KO-ed haha ok so.. i took like 15 to crawl from harbourfront to vivo. the usual of hmm.. 5 mins. jeez. today rosa came early and i got to see her! ok no biggie... same time again. cant . hold. on. any. longer. okbye

AWESOME. awfully lonesome. okay. tonight i have attained patience. doesnt even make sense so.. yes. I been lowering my ego. its good huh. i let pokes down. haha, good times. rmb the adam khoo workshop. and we like , we got high ego high ego and we didnt cry. then when it ended we were like, shit. we didnt even learn anything. thank God for the edusave. ok, thank the government. so i kinda learnt . its not necessarily that when you're in the right, others will think you're as right.. duh, everyone thinks they're right. if not they not human. i think. i feel so tired and yadayadayada its like 137am and i gta wake up at 5 am. of which my alarm is set at 445am tmr. wait, no. later. so i have 3 hours to shut the comp, shut my eyes shut my brains, reboot my eyes ,brain and comp again. ok maybe not the comp. okok im talking to myself again. im gettin restless. going to bvmb later. coolio. i miss school. hmm, okay. booya. meeting rosa on thurs ! yay! thats sumthin to look forward to..

APRIL FOOLS! -.- k nvrm. hmm.

yst ,

jess pokes and han came to my house.

cos .. umm we had no where to go and jess wanted cheap.

and we had no where to go and han suggested some play ground/kid park.

yep , she's our age.

no sorry, older than us hor..

and i psycho-ed pokes to report sick for work at like 12am.

coolio.

so easyyy.

haha.

k we watched 2 movies,

toy story 3

and 127 hours.

ya , pokes told me last year that she die also wont watch baby shows.

she was like most interested k.

too bad she couldnt spoil the story cos she didnt know.

hehheh.

ok 127 hours was nice also.

sis bought from thailand.

haha.

the gruesome part was ok lah.

but, yah.

pokes scream like wud.

my poor house.

my poor house II.

them raiding my kitchen for erm, milo?

okay, yep thats all folks.

lappie sucks.

im typing as usual.

but guess it'll turn up in a bunch.

screw it ):

personal fav.

k bye (: