Alright tonight is gna be the last night to enjoy. IM GNA DIE. ): its starting to whack me in the face that school's starting. after like 4-5 months of slacking with no hw or whatsoever and the, ''wahh dis is da lifeee'' is over. ok im not slping tonight , i dont care. ok no wait, ive got work tmr at 8. darn it, this sucks. ok i was just blog hopping and came upon jess's blog. han's fav blog to stalk i bet. hoohoo. anw, i saw she checked her class at SP. im like wwwwhhhhhoaaa. so i texted her and went to check. check for maybe kytkytkytkytkytkyt or smth. dont have eh. then saw some familar name. I.AM.DEAD I SWEAR. ok, so my dad's colleague's daughter is in my class. yeah , like last month my dad told me she was in my course . then im like, whatever la. got 160 scared wad. the world hates me. TT she used to bully me . and like i used to get stepped over , not literally. but childhood stuff. so now that we're older and somehow i havent grew much. cos she's 175 at least. im gna be stepped over, literally. i told jess, omg im gna be a loser in the corner again. jeez. and we were like talking and talking, until she said, yeah thats really depressing. IM DOOMED. anw, we're gna be losers. so hmm if she opens a CCA club called loser club. im so joining that and not band. finally jess, finally we will have the same CCA. after like 10 years. besides chinese dance, lol. i feel like hiding in my cupboard and drawing circles again. urgh. really hope i dont die in poly. OMG. okay , 3 years later i swear im gna come here and read this post again. went to watch BVMB's syf again. hmm, must say im really proud of them ttm. proud that they went all this way and finished syf , and they were proud of it. 2 years past real fast. rmb just exactly how it happened when we were on stage. and i rmb the people i stared at. and how yuai grabbed my hand with that fingernail mark left. and how i cried for the results. damn it. we went to support them yst. when they finished, mr hoe told the seniors this is the first time in so many years that he felt so proud. and to actually think he still rmbs how scared i was. how touching. but oh well, that was to insult me anw. ok then after we watched them and a few other bands. which sounded awesome , but they got a silver. so yeah. then went to bugis with panda. and we went to selegie to see his taylor guitars. i can buy a house if i dont buy that guitar man. haha, ok kidding. can buy like 30-70 bennys. jeez. benny still my best man. hee. k then we went to slack and have dinner. and he went back. i slacked at home the whole day lika boss. i woke up at 1pm. i feel so satisfied . haha. dont think i'll have such a life like this anymore. love it on weekdays esp. haha i'll be on the floor watchin tv till 7 and dad comes home asking if i've even brushed my teeth. got la, i just look like ._. thats why. alright. will blog about new school soon, if im not dead yet. ok bye