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k, its not abt the world ending.
._.

so yeah..
mixed feelings now.
i feel wierd..
and lost.
and .. idk, damn it.

okay lets talk abt thurs.
i mean i will talk abt thurs.
thurs was A.W.E.S.O.M.E
like, awfully awesome.
not lonesome.
1A 01/02 went to poly marina.
and we did le jetty jumppppp!
i think its the most fun part of the entire course.
ok, so it was real funnnnn.
apart from the stinking sea water, and the floating bread bag me and sebas saw,
and the floating cigarettes.
it was great!
we first jumped off the jetty (duh),
with our shoes on.
i wore my last year sch shoe!
planning to paint it black for work at GJ .
haha, my current-painted other sch shoe's giving way.
yep, alot of ppl didnt know how to swim
and the china girls were like screaming.
idk, i think it was too early in the morning,
i could think, my brain wasnt like functioning in the panic mode.
sebas was infront of me,
the instructor was like talking to him halfway on hw to secure his jacket properly and stuff and he just jumped without listening.
was really LOL
and i realised i was next .
O__O
i just jumped, it felt so slow.
till like halfway i felt like i was committing suicide and i think i was scared
and splash, i reach alr.
-.-
freakin salty i tell yer.
my eyes burned.
oh ya. omg.
i just with my hair band.
after i jumped, it was gone
):
):::::::::::::::::::
my fav hairband.
ok i only have one hairband, plus its just plain black.
loner.
who cares.
my hairband..
and i thought my shoes were gone as well.
haha, nope they werent.
swim to the liferaft and got pulled up by the guys.
literally pull.
were supposed to like step on the rope thingy first.
that guy just pulled me and i got thrown aboard.
ok, it was real fun.
there was a small leak in the raft.
and we all screamed and everything.
haha, but no effect ah, it was nth.
then everyone started jumping and stuff.
k, it was real funny.
cos the guys had to paddle near the shore .
but we were turning rounds.
hahaha.
had fun slacking in the water as well.
cos we were supposed to form a circle etc.
who cares.
haha.
i didnt become tan at all.
wahlaoooooooo.
i miss my sec 2 skin.
now my skin's just real dry , thats all.
amanda spammed herself with sunblock etc,
but i still look the same state as her
omg, the bathing part was crap i swear.
i double bathed when i went home.
and i had to go back for band at night.
TT
so tired.
yst sch was alright.
had 2 lessons,
then 2 1/2 hr break.
and then like... 1 hour of lesson , supposedly 2 hours.
there was this sort of carnival downstairs
and we could hear abit of the music.
i think the tutor ended early cos he wanted to go.
he was like, u noe guys, there's a lot of fun stuff below... like fishing.
then there was awkward silence .
lol.
then class ended.
we were like wth?
i went home to bathe and stuff and met da for dinner.
he gave me a panda pencil case.
like super childhood.
then u can put ur pencils neatly, and everything.
haha!
but i wna use my sheep.
):
k, i'll use the panda for polymarina and everyone shall mock at me
and i shall.. umm, smile.

classmates say i look emo.
thats like the norm.
all over again.


kkkk
bye