i've been so ignorant.
so ignorant about everything in my life.

kept wondering since young,
why every single one of my friends had family probs except me.
felt so fortunate and everything.
turns out its just because im stupid.
i've been so naive .
didnt even know how many problems my family had.
till today.
im like 16 going 17.
and today's the day i found out.
dont know things why turned so sour suddenly.
or was it that i finally got a clearer image of it
im so stupid damn it.
hate it when people hide things from me.
my family.
nice life huh.


starting to miss the past so much.
i miss grandma.
i miss her so damn much.
things were so much better back then.
and i'd blog bout how happy i was if we had a family gathering.
blog about her soft wrinkled skin and everything.
omg.. why.

dont want these to happen.
see told you..
exam period and everything will crash.
logis presentation tmr.
idk.
no stage fright please, no stage fright.
*cross fingers*

ok bye