I BELIEVE IN MUSIC.


okay, its past 12am alr.
but im still gna blog bout my day.
so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
just realise how old she is alr.
gna treasure all the time i have with my mom.
(:
me and wenjun gave her a present today.
it was a pen, with dearest mom, carved on it.
wj gave it to her.
i forgot to tell her we shared the present.
lol mom felt so flattered to have a ''son'' -.-


OKAY!
IBM is finally over!
i would say it was a great success.
screw-ups here and there.
but still enjoyed ourselves big time.
with special thanks to the ones who came for the sake of me,
for their fullest support.
besides stonning, or snoring (dad-.-) , or telling me it was friggin boring except the kpop.
sheesh.
thanks a million anw.
Mom, Dad , Sis, Wenjun, Han, Sean, Teckwee, Junhao and rosalind.
i love you all eh ! (:


the day began real bad.
like sleepy and everything cos we ended late the previous night.
oh and check this out!
this is IBM 27.
2 years back,
when i went to support angeline for her ibm.
cant believe i would actually perform in this IBM itself.
so amazed!

2009.





2011.

POH-LAH-ROIDS.

da, han, tw and sean .



junhao and rosalind (:
wahlao. they're the best lor.
interval thought can find them and catchup.
they ran to macdonalds before i could even catch them-.-
nvrm.
nevertheless we still got to take a pic!


failure.

da. (:

think this is the best polaroid eh.

sorry han, not cos u're in it

it just looks nice.

hor?
thick skinned.can imagine wad she'll say.
'aww,you know you love me'
eww

dad mom and sis

woo hoo we all same height.
sis said dad really enjoyed the 'home' piece.
haha so cute!

everyone

sean pushed han away i think.

so yeah, he's looking away

and han's perfectly hidden behind my dad.
hahahaa.
with credits to sathia.
some pri sch friend i just saw and grabbed him to help us take.
this was incredibly small-.-
still have to thank him ah :)

okay so yep, was trying to look out for everyone.

but the lighting made it so that only the audience could see us

and we couldnt see them.

which was damn awesome.

because i had ZEROO stage fright.

everrr.

so nice.

yeah and han told me they attempted to shout for my name

ended up shouting for nobody named john-.-

k that was stupid.

i dont know themm~

encore piece was fun.

played KPOP medley, then played 'Home'

the national day song.

glad everyone enjoyed it.

as much as the fun we had on stage.

back stage. etcetcetc.

this is th best performance i've ever had

wooo

okay, so after the performance
went to have supper at mac's with tw sean and da

i ate icecream.

i swear my stomach burnt like crap.

ouch. ):

missed the last bus so we ended up cabbing
overall, today was friggin memorable.

gna rmb this like forever.

year 1 band was good too!

amazing
alright,back to reality again.

shit.
exams next week.

gta work hard hor xiyu.
k im talking to myself again.
this is stupid.

of everyone, i was waiting for you to wish me.

to at least tell me you'd hope the best for me today.

i would've even bothered for some small gened presentation to wish you.

and yet..

how is that important?

how could you have told me im actually important.

when you just suddenly disappear from my life without telling me.

if you could do that, it doesnt make me anymuch important, at all.

i believed in you.i believed in every little thing you told me.

it was just a matter of days and everything faded, like that.

its not being fair to me.

life's just so materialistic and selfish at times.

if i was important at all, you wouldnt have chucked me aside