my hair makes me look electrocuted.
lol.
miss miss miss them.



okay so,
i skipped blogging for a day.
great accomplishment.
no choice ah, stupid lappie.
the more i curse the more it'll die.
so im sorry.
how's life?
if anyone ever asks me that now i'll punch them in the face,
step on their toes,
and throw carrots at them.



life pretty much sucks now.
i thought i didnt need you.
i was wrong.
i need you more.
and yeah.
whatever.
everything pretty much sucks .
everything.
k im repeating.
its emphasizm.
my face sucks, dumb allergy and whatnot.
i feel like burning my face with kerosene.
just disown me. i understand perfectly.
fml.
started working now too.
im so fuggin blur at everything.
and i suck.
back to square one again..
somehow i cant find the courage .
ok, i even lost the little little tinsy winsy bit i used to have.
i cant even like converse with others that i dont know of.


so friggin useless.


k yah,
last few days was wierd.
cos i had this wierd nightmare/dream of smth.
that da bought me justbeats.
and im like holy crap when i woke up.
cos i myself didnt know what that was.
so i went to google it when i woke up .
like whoaa.
and when i looked at it,
somehow i badly wanted it.
BADLY.
like go online and search for it.
gna pay alr or smth.
*slaps*
haish.
finally understand how girls feel when they want smth badly from window shopping or smth.
k not like im not a girl.

but i used to find that like. irrational. HOLY ~ IM IRRATIONAL.
):
ok yeah, i took quite sometime to get over it .
get over the *i want justbeats badly,
gives everyone the puppy eyes hopefully someone will buy it for me look*
ah bitch life.
like got so excited over it.
and reminded myself im left with $20.60
to last till 16oct2011.
k i bought an apple cinnamon muffin today.
and gave $1.60 to charity.
i think i should open up a charity drive.
kindly donate to the poor and needy chuaxiyu.
thanks.


korea in 17 days! wow.
so fastttt.
k not really .
jeez.
i want my skull candy fixed.
urgh..
kinda lost the interest in blogging.
like used to meet up with you at night.
and then i'd be so eager to blog when i get home.
situation im in is kinda shit.





fml.