scream my lungs out.






sometimes, i really find things so difficult.











forgot to blog yst.
wow.
okayy.
just slacked at home yst and stuff.
couldnt sleep much at night.
bad night.
i felt like i had a nightmare.
but i didnt.




had school today.
surprisingly i felt okay throughout the day except the last lesson.
despite having to crawl out of bed and stuff,
and being late for gened, my first lesson of the week.
super boring i can drool on my own palm.
eww i was kidding.
heh.
okay i survived through the lessons.
had great time today,


because i've made new great friends.
juliani and shafiqa.
haha like after half a year?

i know im slow._.
i dont know whats wrong with me tho.
i couldnt stop thinking about my problems.
i could hear you laughing and everything.
i dont know.


okay, so it was the last lesson.
like so cheammm.
and my eyes were ._______________.
so not gna fall asleep in lessons alr.
but k lah, i didnt.
phew.


cnt really concentrate jeez.
stupid 4 hour IT lesson in the morning tmr????
im like gna die or smth. ):
and i cant be late cos that wierd teacher follows the rules.
i mean, who follows rules??!?!?!
she does.
yeah whatever.
im real tired now.
gna turn in early tonight.




oh and i smsed da just now to his msia number
ask him help me buy nanonano.
he replied in a minute.
this is a miracle.
thanks for making my day (:
you see how stupid i am.


some small crazy stuff can just make me or break me.



life is like a wave, and so is my mood.