Sometimes i look at him and wonder,
why am i such a failure in life?


everything goes right for him,
unlike me.



and yet, he thinks his life sucks.
the only reason would be that im in it.


i feel so...


pointless.





y'know there are days where you'll just wake up
and feel like crap, and just think so much about what's going on.
then you'll grow to think how much this actually sucks.
the situation im in.
no one would understand.
why does it feel like it's so easy for some people?


and while others just suffer.




i kinda stopped believing that life is like a wave and everything.
honestly.
probably a few moments of the peak that i'll take a glimpse of.
and then back down i'll go.
it's really unfair.
i just wna hide under the covers.
everything sucks.