violence; a sign of pregnancy.




feeling kind of moody today.
now and then that nostalgic feeling just hits me randomly.
kinda sucks to be me.


school was fine.
really fine.
like smooth and everything.
still that moodiness.
but yeah. i was able to absorb today.
a lil late or smth?
had the chance to skip gened today .



been trying to study for the past few days.
not so productive it seems.
i mean its not like i didnt try. and i wouldnt said i tried actually.
too many distractions and thoughts.
nothing is going to affect my MST this time. like for the first time.
but okay, i tried studying.
the information goes in for 5 mins.
and im like, UH HUH UH HUHHHHHHHH
and then it comes out after i get distracted with music or the net.
i feel like a puppy. y'know how they get distracted.
its just that im older, and well, im not a dog -.-


k. im just waiting for this eureka moment or smth to just suddenly appear.
great.
eureka moment please hurry.
im left with exactly 13 days.
screw it.
plus the bvmb performance thingy.
holy crap.




andd...


VOIIIILLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
nah kidding.
no moment yet.



wish i could just tell my parents,
hey im just not cut out for studying.
let me rot my whole life.
hahha. chey no.
i love studying !
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byebye