Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you


hmm.
i guess it'll be that cheese face below.
(left)





well, i guess it's cos it's both of our first relationship.
which makes it worse.
HAHA.
i mean, yeah.
c'mon man, i thought he was nice, un-gay, a fine gentlemen, respectful and humble.
turns out he was none of the above k.


and , if you knew me right from the start, you'd know.
i was hot and short tempered, childish (VERY), vulgar, loud, scream-y, impatient and stuff.
till i met him. i guess i had to stop.
and realised everything wasnt about me afterall.( duh )
omg i was so stupid. so embarassing.

and bladdy hell, looks can be so deceiving k.
dont fall for it.
not like i thought that he was handsome.
eww. gay.
that ass is so hot tempered as well.

im not saying im good now.
i am not , obviously.
but at least he changed me to be a better(slightly) person.
and gave me a better perspective of the rest of the world.
and his acceptance and impatience and gay-stuff.
the other day i was feeling rather bad for us,
cos we hardly meet anymore these days, including the holidays.
and he promised to meet up often.
and he kept it.
i love him.




so gna embarass him now.
milk face.
thank god im keeping my own milk-mouth face.



im from the forces of eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeviiil ~

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i overslept today.
omg. i think i didnt even set my alarm last night.
i was so tired i KO-ed on my bed at 12plus.
i really cant take it having band on mondays omg.
i have school at 8am the next morning.
plus school starts at 8am on monday as well.
urgh. i hate this.
okay so yeah i couldnt wake up.
biyu called me at 720 .
instant resuscitation.
okay no. haha.

okay dreamweaver sucks.
really gna work on it.
so restless and exhausted and bored , i practically gave up for 2.5 hours of IT just now.
ended up listening to sungha jung. awesome guy.

initially went to fc3 with biyu amanda and yiyan this afternoon.
saw someone. and the the seats were so close,
i begged to go somewhere else.
k wtvs.

im so tired.
and i just altered my MD gown myself !
hope it's not too obvious cos it's really huge ):
and i really need to sell sammy now.

so many things running through myhead...
feel like im gna blow up.

1. SAMMY. *priority* by this friday.
2. Extra MD ticket cos jaron's not going. urgh.
3. Fireworks
4. Dreamweaver
5. Port Ops chapter 9
6. Stats chap13
7. Econs chap7
8. Polish sammy.
9. Pack room. DAD'S COMING HOME THIS FRI


bye