dont think anyhow k.


Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently


i dont know.
no one actually hurt me.
i dont know really.
im not the kind that bears grudges



so ,
dear so-so .
i wished we'd still keep in contact for a long long long time.
and i wished the friendship , relationship, and all the ships we had werent so fragile.
just because of our differences, doesnt mean we should distant ourselves.
maybe we just met at the wrong point of our lives,
but it wont make things any worse.

so yep,
no grudges .
no blaming no hurting no nothing,
i just wished things would be the same.
):


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okay today was a long day.
got up real early and went to the columbarium to visit mama.
really missed her alot, and wished she's still be here to celebrate CNY with us.
went back to the house, and it was rather empty.
no happiness no nothing, the atmosphere just felt so still.
jeez..


okay and then we went back home in the afternoon.
and i took a nap.
more than a power nap.
i slept like 4 hours . now im freaking awake k.
haha.
and then we went to my mom's side for dinner.
ended up eating junk and was too full for rice.
my grandpa like blur when he found out.
haha so cute right.
dont really know how to communicate with them.
wish i could tho..


okay so we got home .
and i slacked.
ok fine. i admit.
every CNY's the same.
it's my 17th year and im kinda sick of it alr.
/:
yawnss.
sad night tonight ah.


haha.
k bye.(: