im affected.


im feel so affected.
i feel broken ,
the emotional pain just cant be explained.
why do i feel like this?
just because i cant put it to words, doesnt mean i havent got any feelings.



the feeling of betrayal or loneliness or something.
i constantly seek answers but tend to beat up on myself,
even if i could no longer make whatever it was that broke my heart.
comforting myself feels useless, or makes things even worse.
cos i tend to just push myself back into the position that i left.

where the hell am i going?
wish there was a helping hand.


im tired of waiting..