pain.



what actually is pain?
unpleasant feeling often caused by intense or damaging.
or was that just a plain and simple heartbreak.
not so simple after all huh.



somehow everything seems changed.
not being able to find that carefree past is just unacceptable.
that indescribable grief, seems unknown.
wish i could dig out everything inside me and find out what exactly is going on in there.



do they even deserve this?
why am i even doing it?
nobody likes to hurt others, right?


sometimes i really feel ashamed of myself.
there must be a reason.


get well soon