really, sometimes i just feel so frustrated.


yet i cant express myself,
how i feel and whatnot.
it really sucks.



i feel so broken all of a sudden.
nothing like this should have happened.
i feel like a puppet .
being manipulated by someone out there.
when will i ever find my true self?





having a fever now from the vodka.
i have evaluation tmr.
please dont let me die yet.
so dramatic.