1. to be or act as a prosititute
2. (of a man)to have promiscious sexual relations, esp with prostitutes
-(often foll by after) to seek that which is immoral, idolatrous etc.

which?


rmb i once told you,
if i can no longer get close to you someday,
i'd still watch and look upon u from afar.
well that's it. it's time.


that's when i find it hard to hold back the tears.
limit to one's patience yeah?
im tired. really tired.
i've been stupid and selfish and everything.
i admit it, okay?
please, just stop .
i knew God wouldnt give me anything i cant handle,
i just wished he didnt trust me so much.
i dont deserve any of these.
neither do i deserve to be trusted.
i dont know if its either im getting better,
or im just already getting used to the pain.
so what if there's this chemistry between us.
it will get colder, and the darkness will consume upon me.
i just hope someday you'll actually care about me.

im just screwing up everything, everything.
maybe im a born-loser.
i really do feel angry now,
i really do.
i cant seem to express it like how i did last time.
no one seems to care anw.

rmb when i told u i wanted u to be the first one to hear benny?
and u were the first whom i saw the supposedly ''sunset'' with.
and the only one whom i feel so myself when im with.

perhaps it was never meant to be.
i thought u meant,
untag those memories.


stupid camp.