first i tried running away from reality.
and then i ran away from the truth.
and i ran away from what i didnt want to hear.
and i ran away from my inner-self.
and i ran away from her.
and i ran away from him
and i ran away from both of you.


please, let this be over soon.
i have done nothing to offend you.
and well.
perhaps i may or may not deserve this.
but, what am i doing?
i dont understand myself either.

just, please.

just close your eyes,
even in your darkest nights.
i need you.


wish it was the old me.