thanks, for the memories.
memories that never seemed to exist.
im not your plastic bag, or tissue.
doesnt matter if im bio-degradable or not.
you just treat me like trash, that's all.


important huh?
you told me i was important.
you know im gullible.
perhaps im the only asshole that will believe you.
you told me you'd always be there for me.
i believed that too.
you told me everything would stay the same no matter what.
i believed that, again.
and you promised.
till that very moment when you chucked me aside,
with no particular reason or warning,
i honestly, still believed in you.
well perhaps, till this very day.
you have no idea how much it hurt.
no idea at all.
bet you wouldnt even do that to any ordinary friend.
unless you treat her like trash, just like me aye?
you were the only one i trusted and believed in.
what am i to do now?
do you know how hard it is to get over it?

remember when we said, no one would understand?
and how we'd be there for each other no matter what happens,
and whenever?
i meant it. did you?
or did you do that just to cheer me up.
and that sucks.
and how worried i got for you.
you dont remember anything, do you?
i've never wanted anything, or any benefits from you when i was there.
just simple, for you never to abandon me like that again.
and there you go again.
how fragile can this be?
i dont even know what im doing anymore,
what im in for,
or what would happen.
this is the last time im ever using that word.
why would you do this to me?
what have i ever done to offend you.
i dislike you.





huh, stuffys.