we broke up.




feels like how i put it was easy huh.
i swear upon my own life it wasnt.
exactly 25 months today, i stood by you.
thinking my whole world was perfect whenever we went through good times.
and i was one stupid bitch and fml sort whenever we quarrelled.
things will never be the same, bear that in mind.
because you're so longer the man i knew from the beginning.
and im not that happy girl i used to be .
never meant to be i guess.
i know you're fumed,
and my heart still hurts for you.
but i'd rather let go.
it would be better for you, and both of us.


in addition, i handed in my resignation at gloria jeans yst.
it was rosalind's last day as well.
think rum was at the verge of killing us.
i dont know what to think.
i felt bad, yet.
no point staying there any longer.
everything's changed, the environment, the people.
we dont belong there anymore.
just like how i no longer belong to him.
rosalind and i are going to elope the week after next.
i wish i'll never come back.
alright, being a lil dramatic, we're eloping for a day or so.

feel like im gna burst into tears anytime.
but my dad is here.