what next?




got up today.
felt like bad.
like there was this bad feeling in me.
y'know how it feels when you cry yourself to sleep at night right?
tmr's the day.
its time i face everything.
i dont know what to say to you.
kinda feel numb.

went out with shanna hy and jeremy today.
to throw all the unhappiness away, hopefully.
we went to pizza hut, spammed cheese.
like finally i get to spam cheese again.
and had horlicks milkshake from macs
and went to watch the movie, abduction.
i mean, its really nice, cos there's taylor lautner in it *grins*
but shanna and i really wanted to watch friends with benefits badly.
but it was m18
and like left with 1st 3 rows.
i honestly didnt mind.
but oh well. abduction wasnt so bad either.
and i ate popcorn and strawberries and cream lollipop.
even had popcorn stuck to my clothing when i reached home.
okay it was really embarassing.
but , i seriously think my sugar level is really high now.
i think im gna die in329322 mins.
and i cant sleep..

really had fun.
thanks guys for cheering me up ,
i really appreciate it alot.