blame myself for that amount of foolishness.
im so stupid.



how could i ever be so stupid?
i really dont know what the hell im doing with my life.
just wasting it away.
let my heart into something new and then hurt myself.
it's like getting stabbed twice.
no, thrice.
it's like getting stabbed thrice, consecutively.
why so cruel?
blame it on myself then.



im really so freaking stupid.
so freaking stupid.
i cant take this shit anymore.


walking in pretending no such shit ever happened?
it's enough.