it's like going to war, seriously.



had a great night last night (:
something to grope back at those memories.
ok grope is wrong.



anyways, been feeling real stressed out about academic stuff lately.
and other things.
mostly academic, because the amount of work i put in just wasnt enough.
and i have to buck up this term. or else.
plus, being surrounded/cornered (literally) by
all the competitive idiots scoring As like nobody's business,
ok sorry i think im the idiot in that case.
and im like lost in my own world, for real.
people are like aiming for nearly a perfect gpa?
i need my own space man.
i just wna improve myself.
feel even more demoralised now jeez.



hmm, being home alone for the past few days hasn't been so bad.
get to watch my own tv programme when i want to,
sleep when i want to, play the guitar when i want to.
just had to do my own laundry, dishes, and dinner.
sigh.
oh and beware for this few days,
im gonna smell terribly like dettol.
poured in abit too much last night /:



ok bye.