Broken this fragile thing now,
and i cant, i cant pick up the pieces.
and i've thrown my words around
but i cant, i cant give you a reason.

I feel so broken up,
and i give up
Just wanna tell you so you know

Here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you.
you are my only one,
i let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
you are my only , my only one

Made my mistakes , let you down.
And i cant, i cant hold on for too long.
Ran my whole life in the ground.
and i cant, i cant get up when you're gone.

but something's breaking up ,
i feel like giving up
I wont walk out until you know.

Here i go, so dishonestly
and leave a note, for you my only one.
And i know, you cant see right through me
so let me go, and u will find someone


still the best song ever.
this is so sec2. seriously.
the period where i started walking home from wm everyday.
sometimes with daren .
and we'd share songs like this.
and like, umm. click5 songs.
the kidnap my heart thing.
and taylor swift , and sean kingston.
omg so childish.
and yeah, this is the best song.
the hardcore drummer.
step emo ah.
stopped listening to the normal one.
the acoustic's better ah,
seemed to stop listening to noisy and screamy songs alr.

k , so .
it's wednesday.
my fav weekday besides friday.
okay how many weekdays only. idiot.
cos im the boss at home.
sleep , eat, scream, walk lika boss.
seems like im not the only boss today.
second sis's at home.
she quit her scrub nurse at SGH alr.
gna continue studying her degree.
which starts this month.
which meannnss.. she'll graduate the same year as me.
just that i'll be the only loser at home without the square hat.
naise life.
woke up rather early today.
some idiot woke me up at 10.
i got the eyeliner effect alr.
the never slp for 10 years look.
my eyes are so o_____o now.
and my eyelashes keeps dropping.
da says its cos someone misses you.
at this rate my eyes will be bald soon.


k im gna study.
i mean it.
okay, maybe in 30 mins.
make it 35.



i stand alone below,
lingering by my secret rainbow.