i'll be your guardian angel.
pinky promise.


i tried to paint you a picture,
the colours were all wrong.
black and white didnt fit you
and all along.

That i could tear u apart,
but it will break
anything that you are
you are.

We wont say our goodbyes,
you know its better that way
we wont break, we wont die
its just a moment of change.



i dont know what to say.
countless of stuffs going on.
i cant even name them now.
the list goes on and on.

cried for the time when it felt like u were almost mine,
cried for the memories we left behind
cried for the pain, the lost.
the old and new.
and the times i thought of you,
thinking you'd never do the same.
the thought of even us returning back to
the exam period still gives me the chills.
i dont want it..
):


if you're lost , u can look
and you will find me,
time after time.
if you fall i will catch you,
i will be waiting,
time after time.
suitcase of memories,
almost left behind.


i dont even know what to think now.
uh.


k had school today.
i didnt like it.
ok so after school i had an hour break b4 band.
met up with da.
we were supposed to eat mcdonalds creme bruele.
i won in the end, we went to swensens
and spent 10x the price.
teehee.
okay at least i got to meet him (:

k so i got my IBM shirt today.
woohooooo.
its so naise.
bt too big ah.
haha, shall be a walking advert on fri.
(:
anw yeah, to make things worse
someone knocked over sammy's case today.
when band ended.
like, knocked it over. with my poor baby inside.
omg my heart hurt so bad.
:(



you said i've changed.
i honestly didnt realise it
till u showed me the messages i sent months back.
am i that different?
i didnt even recognise that those were sent by me.
i thought this is better, isnt it?
its not that i dont care anymore.
just became less expressive on everything.


and ...
chleo's leaving.
my chleo's leaving to study at cambridge.
im like the last person on earth to ever know.
she forgot about me omg.
its like 21 more days..
i wished she wouldnt leave.
didnt even get to see her
since huijuan's birthday.
):



still wna look into your eyes,
and see through each other
by the window thingy.
whatever you call it woman.
i never seem to rmb.

you're my secret rainbow.